the ethereal hours

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Stats: 5'8
Size 0/00
BMI:18.2
HW: 129
CW:121
GW1:117
GW2: 112
UGW:107 <3

And The World Kept Spining: When... →

skeletalashes:

When your freshly bought size 00 jeans are too baggy and sag at the butt, start to get loose around your thighs, and slip down your waist, you tend to think ‘Dear God, what is happening to me? I just bought these jeans yesterday!”

When you tell your parents that the 00 jeans are getting baggy…

(via harborlane)

— 6 days ago with 4 notes
WANT. Tan, muscular, lean&#8230;

WANT. Tan, muscular, lean…

(Source: skinnyforthebeach, via happy--healthy)

— 6 days ago with 2906 notes
"You look…well like a skeleton. But an awesome skeleton!"
My friend tells me lies. There’s no way I look anything close to a skeleton, I’m just not as fat as before…I wish it were true.
— 6 days ago
My heart’s shattered

Nowhere to go but up, I suppose…But who knew boys could be such a trigger?

— 3 weeks ago
So many laxatives.

When will somebody stop this?

CW: 116

BMI: 17.6

Fuck. I want it around 16 again…

— 1 month ago
#anorexia 
This disease…

It’s cost me so much…My dance career, friends, love..am I done with this?

— 1 month ago
"

They all say I’m stable.
I failed eating, failed drinking, failed not cutting myself into shreds. Failed friendship. Failed sisterhood and daughterhood. Failed mirrors and scales and phone calls.
Good thing I’m stable.

Gpoy. I make my whole family sad…I’m too fat to be anorexic, and can’t even eat a meal right.

"
— 1 month ago with 5 notes
That’s it. I am done.

How much can I lose in a week and a half? Because I want to arrive at inpatient nice and skinny.

I’ll aim for 110. That’ll shock them all. Will he guess that he’s the one who did it to me?

— 1 month ago